Adrift  (Week Three)

Adrift (Week Three)

When Fear Takes Over

Fear rarely kicks down the front door and introduces itself. It usually slips in quietly. It begins as a feeling. Then it becomes a pattern of thinking. Before long, fear is holding the clipboard, running the meeting and making decisions nobody remembers authorizing.

That is where we find Israel in Judges 6. They are impoverished, oppressed and hiding in caves. God had not abandoned them. They had drifted from Him and now fear had become their normal way of life.

Then we meet Gideon, threshing wheat in a winepress. Wheat was normally threshed in an open area where the wind could carry away the chaff. Gideon was doing it underground, hiding from the Midianites. It was inefficient, awkward and dusty enough to make breathing difficult.

The angel of the Lord appeared and called him a “mighty hero.” Gideon may have looked around to see if someone else had entered the winepress. Nothing about the moment looked mighty. Gideon was hiding. Israel was suffering. The enemy was winning. Yet God did not define Gideon by his fear. He defined Gideon by what His presence and grace would produce.

God’s answer was not, “Gideon, believe in yourself.” It was, “I will be with you.” That is better.

Fear grows when we forget God’s faithfulness. We may still believe God exists, but we begin wondering whether He is paying attention to our situation. Fear also shrinks our identity. Gideon saw himself as the weakest member of the weakest family. God saw someone He was sending.

Fear asks, “Who am I?” Faith asks, “Who is with me?”

Fear also delays obedience. Gideon eventually obeyed God, but he tore down his father’s altar at night because he was afraid. It was real obedience, just wearing camouflage and hoping nobody checked the security camera footage.

God still used it. That should encourage anyone whose knees are shaking while they take the next faithful step. Courage is not always loud. Sometimes it looks like obedience after dark.

Gideon’s fleece reveals another pattern. God had already spoken clearly. Gideon was not really asking for direction. He was asking for reassurance because he was afraid to act. We often do the same thing. We ask God for another sign, another conversation, another confirmation or perhaps a billboard with our name spelled correctly. Sometimes the problem is not a lack of clarity. It is a lack of courage.

Fear may come along for the ride, but it does not have to drive. Name the place where fear has been making your decisions. Bring it honestly before God. Then take the next obedient step. Bravery rarely arrives before obedience. Most of the time, courage meets us after we start walking.


Questions to process

  1. Where have I assumed God is distant instead of considering whether I have drifted from Him?
  2. What “I am not enough” excuse does fear keep repeating to me?
  3. Where have I obeyed God cautiously because I was afraid of what others might think?
  4. Am I truly seeking guidance or am I avoiding something God has already made clear?
  5. What step of obedience can I take this week, even if fear comes with me?

Questions to discuss

  1. Read Judges 6:11–16. Why did God call Gideon a mighty hero while Gideon was still hiding?
  2. How does fear influence what we believe is possible?
  3. Where do we see examples of sincere but hesitant obedience in our lives?
  4. Why is God’s promise, “I will be with you,” more powerful than a motivational speech about Gideon’s potential?
  5. What is one obedient step someone in the group could take this week before feeling completely ready?